So, all week I’ve been thinking, and when I finally sat down to write this, I had no idea how to put my thoughts into words, which is definitely something I’m not used to. So, I guess I want to preface this by saying that, unlike a lot of others, I will NOT be leaving tumblr rp, since I don’t think I could if I even tried. That being said, for my own mental health, there are things that are going to have to change. Most of these are new rules, really, and will be added onto all of my rule pages, but. Take it for what it is, and if these make any of you want to unfollow me, go right ahead. If these make you want to stop rp'ing with me, just tell me? It’s cool if you don’t wanna. I’d just rather know, since being blocked by groups of friends all at once sends me into panic attacks now [silly, I know].

• I’m going to officially become private. Before, I was semi-private, pretty much rp'ing with everyone, whether I followed them or not. Now, I’m going completely private. What does this mean? If I’m not following you, I’m not going to rp with you, unless we were rp'ing already before this post. This is for my own sake of mind, to be honest. This will also probably change sporadically throughout the next however long I’m here for.
  

• Coming up on that, I’m going to be doing an unfollow spree, in a few days. Mainly, I’m going to unfollow people who’ve shown no interest in rp'ing with me – whether that be consistent dropped threads or posting starter-calls and then not following through with it when it comes to my like [there’s been a few of you, tbh, and that really fucking hurts the most], so yeah, that’ll be happening.
  

• Also, I won’t be following anyone who posts anything negative about Roman or any of my other muses. Yes, there is constructive criticism but if I get the feeling that you’re hating on my muse, I’m going to unfollow and stop rp'ing with you immediately. I’ve already done this with two people, and I’m not afraid to do it with more, tbh.
  

• On a side note, any new followers that I follow back on will be unfollowed if nothing happens within the first two weeks. I tend to send in memes if I follow someone, so if I don’t see you trying, I’ll stop trying myself.
  

• I’m also going to stop being there for people, lol. It seems like something silly, but every time I see an ooc post where someone is feeling moody/hurt/sad/depressed or something, I always ask them if they’re okay. Even if we’ve never talked. And doing that constantly for everyone has become such a task, especially when I keep my own emotions inside until I blow up and make a bunch of ooc posts that are so not necessary and feel like no one is there for me, y'know?
  

• I’m going to be dropping most threads on my accounts. Acutally.
  
• roman → most threads. will message you with links.
• seth → no threads
• brie → no threads
• trips → most threads. will message you with links.

• Mainly because I want to start fresh with threads, so anything that’s not getting me excited, or something that’s been going on for a really long time, I’ll probably link you to. It’s nothing personal, just me. You can bet though that most threads started in the past week [since Mania], will be kept.
  

To save you guys from my depressing, insecure, bitter posts, they’ll all be under a read more from now on. They’ll also continue to be tagged properly, too, just in case y'all were wondering. I realize y'all must be sick and tired of seeing me complain when really, I have it pretty good on here, but depression can happen at any time, and it can be a hell of a dark thing. Hopefully, with these new things happening, I’ll stop feeling lonely on this website and in this rp'ing fandom.

With all of this being said, my hiatus is officially over – if any of you actually care ;) This will be reblogged onto my Hunter and Seth, so apologies if you see it more than once.